Grr, the summer of distraction-by-travel is over and now I have descended once again into the same pile of small, seemingly simple but somehow unsolvable problems I had beforehand. Now I am writing like crazy, several chapters at once to make graphics easier.
Specifically, I feel I am suffering either a lack of patience, or a lack of action, it’s hard to know which. If I simply work and wait, there is travel next spring (not that far off now) and after that, graduate school. But really, that plan contains only two major items and yet stretches to fall 2004! Rather empty. So then, I should act, yes? But any more major actions now will jeopoardize travel and graduate school. So I should be patient.
But I am incredibly bored and annoyed with my current circumstances and with living in Salt Lake City, which, after this summer, is really getting to me in ways that it hasn’t in a very long time.
I am feeling rather cranky about all of this…
Life is wonderful. Life is hell.