Leapdragon 2016 - Aron Hsiao Was Here

After writing a bunch of pages, you need a couple brews.  §

Joe Pine: I guess your long hair makes you a girl.
Frank Zappa: I guess your wooden leg makes you a table.


“Borderline individuals are so completely in each mood, they have great difficulty conceptualizing, remembering what it’s like to be in another mood.”

“People with BPD are like people with third degree burns over 90% of their bodies. Lacking emotional skin, they feel agony at the slightest touch or movement.”

“Chronic feelings of emptiness or boredom. Someone with BPD said, ‘I remember describing the feeling of having a deep hole in my stomach. An emptiness that I didn’t know how to fill. My therapist told me that was from almost a ‘lack of a life.'”

“People with BPD are often bright, witty, funny… They may have problems with object constancy. When a person leaves (even temporarily), they may have a problem recreating or remembering feelings of love that were present between themselves and the other… Their lives may be a chaotic landscape of job losses, interrupted educational pursuits, broken engagements, hospitalizations…”

Fuck life, fuck liberty, and fuck the pursuit of happiness. Somebody lock me up, remove any blankets or artificies of clothing, and take away all of my hope.

Nothing in reality is so painful or destructive as hope.