Nevermind. It’s not over. I lied. Or rather, I’m not capable of leaving it behind right now.
Life sucks. I’m not happy. Everything just really, really sucks. I’m here for no reason. I don’t like the place, I don’t like the way I’m living, and I don’t know why I’m here. There’s no fucking reason for me to be. I just am.
I’m an idiot. I’m just making myself and other people miserable.
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