Leapdragon 2016 - Aron Hsiao Was Here

well, well, well  §

For the first time in my life, I am officially suicidal. Put me on death watch, baby, and tell me how much I mean to everyone while you remove everything “dangerous” from the room so that I don’t “hurt myself.”

God I hate everyone and everything. God I’m tired of being hurt. God I’m tired of being accused. 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Hate me! Please! Tell me what an asshole I am! Tell me how abusive I am or how I ruin lives or days! Tell me how I wanted you to be a caged bird, or how I won’t let you have a normal relationship, or how I have too many expectations, or how you thought I was a classy guy but I’m just a slug, or how you want to know whether I can handle a nine-to-five job when all I’ve ever done is freelance, or how I shouldn’t be a professor because there’s no money in it, or how I should just hang in there because both my time and my “one and only” will come, or how I need to return to “the old country” and find my roots and learn the language, or how I need to learn financial responsibility, or how I am the person that all of my siblings look up to, or how the entire project depends on me, or how you wanted to love me but I ruined it, or how I owe you tons of money that I agreed to pay back and now I haven’t made a payment in four months, or how I drink too much and it’s going to give me liver disease and that pisses you off, or how you just can’t give up pot, or how you had this arrangement to marry someone else long before you met me, or how you just can’t have normal relationships and its not my fault, or how you know that life in my generation is going to be harder than it was in yours but that’s because I’m one of the chosen, or how you overcharged me for this fucking soda but now you can’t fix it because you don’t have the manager key, or how I paid my rent a week too late because I hadn’t yet read the lease, or how I haven’t registered my car and now I owe the state of California hundreds of dollars, or how you feel like I’m keeping you from your career in Costa Rica, or how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me, how you care a whole lot about me.

WELL FUCK, I GUESS I’M JUST A SELFISH FUCKING ASSHOLE, THEN. SHIVER ME TIMBERS. BLOW ME DOWN. TAKE A SHIT. DANCE ON THE PUSSYWEEN.

Nothing is solved by this.

nothing .
is .
ever .
solved .
by .
anything .