This fucking sucks. It just fucking **sucks**. I am so tired of all of this. I’ve never been so unhappy in my entire life. I am tired, tired, tired. Why am I doing this? Jesus H. Christ everything sucks, sucks, sucks.
I feel incredibly sick. It’s back to the endless vomiting again and the crazy headache again and the burning eyes and everything else. I just want peace. All I want is to feel okay. I’d give everything in the world to feel okay.
It’s official, I hate my life and want to die.