A lot of women over the years have told me that they love me. But what does that mean? I don’t think I really know.
Does it mean that they want me to know their secrets? No.
Does it mean they’ll be there for me when I need them? No.
Does it mean they’ll listen to me when I’m down? Not really.
Does it mean they won’t hang up on me? Nope.
Does it mean they won’t lie to me? Not at all.
Does it mean we promise to stay close? Nada.
Does it mean I can always be there for them, at least? Not at all.
Does it mean I can plan things with them? Not so far.
I think it’s not actually love that I’m looking for. Can someone tell me exactly what it is that I want so that I can ask for it by name instead of this “love” thing I keep getting?