Leapdragon 2016 - Aron Hsiao Was Here

Something is off  §

the last couple of weeks, though it’s hard to put a finger on just what the problem might be. There’s simply a kind of listlessness and ennui about the passing days that I haven’t felt in a very long time.

My best guess is that it’s a combination of let-down after the biggest exam of my life, a kind of project vacuum in which is lacking short- or medium-term plans or goals for us to pursue, and in my case, difficulty weaning myself from the anything-goes, lazy, junk-food-saturated lifestyle that came with long-time exam cramming and that can no longer be justified in any rational way (or, indeed, survived for much longer).

In any case, clear indications abound that a serious and conscious shake-up in modes of being, schedules, and future plans needs to happen in coming days, before we start accidentally losing our minds in spite of ourselves.