to let go, to be okay, to be clear about things.
People, myself included, do such self-damaging things sometimes. I wish they didn’t. It makes life so much more complicated. If we apes didn’t learn, didn’t remember, it would be easier. But we do. Then, we regret remembering, at the same time that we regret the things that we remember.
If you learn your lessons, people think you’re defensive. If you don’t learn them, people tell you that everything you don’t like about the world is your own fault.
I guess this is my first dark blog post in a while. But sometimes stuff does get into your head. What can you do? Not much. Bite bullet(s) and push ahead with what you’re sure is right. That’s all.